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Staying on Track and Feeling Like Shit

I could feel worse - A LOT worse. I could also feel A LOT better. I'm trying to get to the point where I AM A LOT sober. I've only had 2) 5 mg. oxy today and am sort of waiting until 4 p.m. to have another. I'm not sure if I'll need it, but I had a breakdown after the gym today so maybe I should stick with my taper of 5 mg. every 4 - 6 hours.

BF really wants me to come over tonight but we just fight all of the time. Since he's out of "good" drugs he may be normal, but I'm not sure about that. I don't want to be around him at all. I'm anxious to hear what Dr. M. has to say about tapering and quitting. I'm looking forward to spending a few days away from all of my stressful situations.

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