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Forgot my password and couldn't journal yesterday. Big mess. Lots of crying. Yelling. Fighting. Am calmer today but still melancholy. Spoke with my mother and sister who tried to be consoling despite their own problems. Can't seem to let anyone/thing in.

Went to 3 NA meetings in 2 days, have to consider total abstinence as an option i.e. no pot. Hm. Not right this second thanks. I need to take it one step at a time.

My stomach hurts pretty much all the time. Nothing severe but doesn't do well for the already fucked up mind mood. I thought the physical would be the worst of it but now I'm thinking it's the mental. Four days away. That should do the trick.

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